Yesterday was my routine monthly doctor visit. On any ordinary visit this one would be very boring. I am only at the point where they weigh you (sigh), pee in a cup (gross), then you see the doc for one second and they listen to the heart beat. My visits have worked out awesome because Ryan has Mondays off and he can be with the kids while I go to these fun appointments. Yesterdays visit went like normal until we got to the heartbeat part. My doc listened and listened and just could not hear the heartbeat. She said hold on I am going to go and get my super machine and for sure we will be able to hear the heartbeat. She left as my heart rate became out of control with worry. She came back and used this super machine and after 20 minutes of trying had no luck. She very calmly said I think you should go home and get your husband and you guys need to get an ultrasound. I left the office and called Ryan and he met me for my ultrasound. God just wanted us to have the chance to see our angel another time because everything was perfect. The baby is as cute as can be. It's amazing how much it has grown. Everything is there even its little ears. Children really are a blessing from God and every time I see this little one I am reminded.